hate it...

frustrations sets in today... pissed off with some shit here and there... some pple are just so ignorant... damm..i'm complaining again. wait... or am i the one being easily agitated? impatient?

perhaps so.. wtf really. it will be hard to walk this difficult path and struggle through. i dun intend to share with anyone cause they wont understand either... heard enough. same advise really... different tones though..

i have to hold on and think rational...if not i will go mad and execute those crazy thoughts.. hahaaa...

small updates

today... went out with 2 buddies. had steamboat and watched a movie. nothing much but was a nice chat with 1 of them. nice movie too.

next week will be more bz. involved in a parade and had to carry all the heavy gears ard, wished i had my own vehicle. load them up and move it away... that might take some time.. where to make more $

last wk was crazy. so many exercise and planning. luckily i manage to skip and siam some, missed some small arrows but kenna a big one. doing overtime now, reviewing tapes and extracting vital info. so taxing on my ears.

got to kick myself up to work harder and have a +ve mindset. Arrgh... forcing myself out of laziness...lets start with my room... kill that emotion of mine and rid those old stuff... its getting more n more messy..

so stretch out... ouch..!!

horrible day

why is it so hard?
i ponder again on myself.. what have i done wrong to deserve all this shit.
i always say it's "all in the BRain!" but why cant i just focus and do the right thing?

this is all bull shit,for me man..

bottoms up for the sorrow... shit.

Perth Motor Boring Show

loved to own one of this... but will only be in my dream... roads are too small in my country for this yellow hummer... unless i strike a few lottery, i might get one customised. :P

again this year perth motor show is so boring again... why doesnt 'Autosalon' come to perth? and just exihibit in the east side? this yr show features a few, less than a handful, new concepts car? too boring.

revive

wow... its been almost half a year since i visit my own blog..
time flies, shit happens.. tonnes of it really...
hope all is over soon and time to move on..

someone please teach me how to overcome the loss and pain suffered and move on? :)
seems that i tried but i cant, that damm thoughts keep linger around me. i can feel that those are hindering me to move on and out of my shell. i need to explore a bigger me and a better me.

shit.

haha.... sounds crazy.

time ticks away away...

how time ticks...
slowly second by second... quietly slipping away

soon. very soon. it shall begin again.

MOTORSHOW 2006