dead town today

its pretty dead and liveless everywhere today. cause its good Friday.
been up since 840am, woken by the chill... went to mac , hoping to get a mcmuffin meal but darn... forgot abt the wallet.. wasted trip.

got home..and rotted, started to blog nonsense and my complaints on this blog. my room now smells of burnt bread.... hsemate forgot abt it and almost blew the bread toaster apart... when i off it, there was still a good 5mins on the turn...i wonder wat happend if i din got Kepo, switch off?

damm hungry now.. and bored. nothing much now except that i have many msn windows opened... multi-chatting.

yeah..... friend just msged.. for lunch.. at least there is something to do now.. great! will stop this nonsense briefly....

life's getting slower

internet is always getting slower @ my current living place.
it isnt half the month before the internet is being shaped again.

our 'kind' neighbour downstairs will always send this kinda notice to us, informing the usage... since we are all sharing..
this is done through pulling LANcables from his router in his house, up the walls and through the aircon placement into our apartment upstairs.

Notice of ADSL Shaping

This email is to inform you that your ADSL account, ******, has exceeded 100% of your OFFPEAK download limit, and will now be shaped to 72Kbps during OFFPEAK hours (Midnight - 7am). Shaping does not affect uploads or WestNet Neighbourhood traffic.

Kind regards,

The Westnet Team

well just for laughters:

Quote from my housemate:>>>
>Hi,
>If you experience slow connection of internet after 12am. Let me >noe, I'm downloading show. Just send an email to me or miss call >me or knock on my door. Then I'll disconnect from downloading.
>Thanks
>

this is all amusing... dun u feel so? damm... I am tired of these poo..

losing it

i have lost track of time..

doze off in the noon... and i woke up at 5pm. but i din realised that it was only 5pm. i thought it was 5am in the morning and i have again slept another 12hrs away.

time is running out... and my mind is losing its sanity.... cant keep a record of things ard me. maybe it is the stress level building upon me. or is it the lack of hardworking-ness in me that is activating the 'red-button'?

wanted to talk to someone now. but there isnt anyone online. thinking of the old times as usual when i am alone... i want my bike. but i dun have a place in this small place i am living in. my stuff are everywhere. i dun want to hear any other comments from anyone about my things ard the house. in order to do so, i avoid having more things ard and avoid having much more conversations.

self containment, i wake up, i study, i work, i go back to bed. thats pretty much my life here. no longer are the days of cycling and running amok ard friends' place and having the chillout session. no longer is the little rascal (hazel) disturbing me as well. so lonely.

but then again if there were someone to talk to. what is there to chat about? guess i got to search myself for myself now. take a walk outside get the chillz into the brain see how it goes.

-walking on the edge-